Writing in the this thing feels like a chore. But then again its nice to go back and read how I feel about myself, nice reflection. I know I don't get up this early but I kinda went to the gym this morning and even though its honestly not the most fun while doing the whole working out thing, it is pretty rewarding when your finished and sweating. ( Read more... )

The situation with HIM is going smoothly. I just live one day at a time and breathe in and out....its cool  that we are spending more and more time alone but I'm trying not to read too much into it.  It's funny how similar we are.

Any whoo my birthday was a blast.  I went to school...fun....and then I got my $2700 check from finanical aide ( Read more... )

School has finally started and I'm back into routine thank god. I have decided that Desmond is cool and really like my residents. It's really hard to get away, the only time I feel far away and untouchable is when I'm sitting on the shitter...oie..Band is going great! I can't wait for our frist football game. BTW Hillary, Dad is buying me my ( Read more... )

My tiring summer job is almost over and my week of real summer is about to start. Although I had one of the greatest summers of all time, baseball games, drive-in movies, BBQ's, hangin' with my staff, playing Mexican Train there have been the downs. Not being with my family, Allison and Moe leaving, Melissa and Juan's accident, still living in ( Read more... )

Man I had one of the best weekends of my life!  Its started by saying goodbye to all of my residents, but with that I had to say goodbye to all of my friends and staff mates too.  That was a super tear...So Friday I spent laying around on the delta in my family friends boat.  I even got to drive!!  Super fun.  Topped of that super relaxing day by ( Read more... )

After finals your supposed to pack up and go home and reunite with your friends and go on a exotic getaway....that was my first two years of college...

My last final is just two hours away and that should end the stress and pain...right you might think that. Not only do I have to pack all of my shit just to take it across the grass, I have to ( Read more... )

RA next semester in Desmond.  If you wanna live with the cool people Desmonds the place!

If I can get through this weekend, I can get through my life!

The combo of this weekend and next weekend is going to kill me!! Tomorrow I'm going home for a funeral and then back up to Sac so I can get up at the butt crack of dawn (6am) so I can feed staving little choir people. Then back to cover the desk for Mayra because she is covering for me on Friday. Then back home to be with family and Jeff and Debbie ( Read more... )

Sheshh...this weekend was like the MOST boring two days this semester.  The most exciting thing I did on duty was play Scrabble...whoo.  I did go open for a bit today.  That was okay, I guess.

I think Im too tired to think and type, yet I need to write my newsletter for my floor tonight.

On a lighter note, I think I'm going to LV for my friend ( Read more... )

So the week has past....but my story begins long before today many weeks ago....I thought hay this duty thing is going to be cake and two RA's are going to have to have duty five weekends so I volunteered. Three weekends down, two to go...it always seems like I'm on duty ( Read more... )