i feel so abandoned. i feel ignored. i feel so invisible, as if im not even here. maybe im just a ghost of my own? maybe i dont really live in this world, or exist i should say
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you know, i went through the same thing last year in Year 8. I used to cry a lot just out of unhappiness, and the unhappy thought of no one being able to fulfill my emotional needs (this may be why no one's asked u about why you were crying, cos they just simply cant sort the problem out the way you might want them to).
but then u realize that the people around you are still your friends. the only grudge you're holding against them are your own self-inflicted problems.
Its what happens during the teenage years. Its a natural order of life. Its a phase. call it whatever you may want to call it, but they wont stay for very long.
Well...sometimes friends are scared that they'll make u cry again if you ask. But i would still give you a hug von:P *hugsss*. You're not invisible:P. Try and not think so much about carrie. Friends grow apart and lose contact but it doesn't mean that you guys aren't friends. It shows that you're a great friend 'cause you msg her first saying Hi and stuff...well good luck. ANd like chancey said...everybody has been through those times
dina's right. when my friends cry and im with them, i dont say anything, i just let them explain and stuff coz im scared that i say the wrong thing. so i just keep quiet. as for carrie, i get mad with her too sometimes because she doesnt tell me stuff.. but i just ignore that and just try and talk to her. thats for me anyway. if i were you, i would just send her a text message asking her hows life and tell her that i havent seen her/talked to her for ages. thats what i would do. u do have friends, u do have people to talk to when u have problems. see, ure lj friends (man that makes us sound bad) are here =D cheer up von, im here to talk to. <3
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you know, i went through the same thing last year in Year 8. I used to cry a lot just out of unhappiness, and the unhappy thought of no one being able to fulfill my emotional needs (this may be why no one's asked u about why you were crying, cos they just simply cant sort the problem out the way you might want them to).
but then u realize that the people around you are still your friends. the only grudge you're holding against them are your own self-inflicted problems.
Its what happens during the teenage years. Its a natural order of life. Its a phase. call it whatever you may want to call it, but they wont stay for very long.
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