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[vore_crimes]

[continuing thread from dying mistletoe post, hereI just... she's always been really apologetic, even when she couldn't remember the past, you know? She always took everything as her fault and didn't expect anything. She was okay with suffering. I mean, hell, at one point, she even decided it was better to die than see us fight because it was her

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[silent_crown]

I ... know that, Heat.

[vore_crimes]

I know you know. Just like... I mean...

The thing is, if she isn't okay with it, it's gonna be hard for her to tell us that to begin with, because she doesn't feel she deserves shit. Anything that hurts her? She thinks she deserves. And if we're already in some kind of... relationship thing to start with, it'll be even harder to say no, right?

Talking honestly about a possibility is one thing, but about something already half decided?

[silent_crown]

[nods slowly]

. . . we might stay here for years.

[vore_crimes]

I know. I know. I don't know what to do, goddammit. It feels like I don't have any control at all, and I hate that.