Seriously. I'm done.

[vorspiel]

I've reached a new point of "wtf" in my life. Seriously, what was I thinking?

I'm going to say it right now. FUCK HER. FUCK TRYING! I've been completely, utterly ignored. I don't think I'll be able to choose an emoticon for this post. I can't decide how I feel in one word.

But fuck will do.

Just for the record, I still have NO IDEA what went wrong,

Comments

[sordid_vision]

I'm sorry that things didn't work out Sweety. I promise that eventually you will find someone that will see and appreciate you for who you are. It may a week, month, year or even years, but it will come. Don't lose hope, Chuck, just don't do it.

[bama_m]

Wow. I'm sorry, too. I was also in a relationship where I realized my ex didn't put forth any effort and also, found out recently, that he didn't care about me and had no feelings for me either. It sucks. It just tears you up inside. I'm sorry. Trust me. The pain eases away. Maybe not now... or even soon... but eventually it will. But, it'll always be there. Sorry.

[vorspiel]

Thanks for the kind words guys. I'm still going to try to keep whats inside inside this time.

I've got a pretty good thing going on now with work, school, the gym, and my miata.

I hear you on the down the road thing. Actually, I've met a girl in a class that I'm taking. I don't expect anything to happen, but it's nice to know that I'm not going to hold back because she -might- say 10 words to me again.

And I'm itching to GTFO of Pensacola for a bit. I'm going to try to save up some money to take a bit of a vacation from Pensacola and everyone in it.

[sordid_vision]

Yes, getting away a bit can lead to all sorts of discoveries. We can't live our entire lives in the same place anyways. We've got to stretch our limbs sometime.