These past few weeks

[voxpace]

I have been reacquainted with my alleged mental illnesses. I'm OK, not going to do anything stupid, but I remembered what it was that pushed me toward previous acts of desperation and managed to avoid them this time. I don't know what it is about this time of year, but for the last 4 or 5 this has been a shitty time of year for my emotional and

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[geektragedy]

so i tangled with whether or not it was a good idea to comment on this entry. I don't have any balm or anything. Just presence through a screen.

I don't know whether or not you'll be attending iwps in charlotte in dec, or if maybe i'll see you in denver whenever, but I'd like to pre-plan for a hug. Not solely because of this.
My few memories of who you are are largly hinged on being a tiny bop teen and being engulfed by big-brother comfort.
You are a big person. It has very little to do with who you are physically. I am finding this for myself more and more these days, and so I appreciate what models I have of it.
I think I'm reminded of that by how you express yourself and need.
Thank goodness for courage.

[voxpace]

i will count the minutes kiddo...I miss you...I get excited with possibility every time I hear you might be coming to town...I will always have hugs for you...thanks...

[mskittieface]

Love. I'll call you later. Been meaning to for a while.

[voxpace]

k. will be nice to hear your voice sweetie.

[bajita420]

Hey Happy belated birthday!