i'm not sad, nor am i happy, nor mad. i don't really know my feelings right now, i just know i want to break down and cry. i want a new friend. i want one who is so perfect, that i know right away. i want to be able to tell them anything, and them tell me. i want to break down with all this shit, and i want them to say it's ok. it isn't that my
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