so i had fun tonight after church...i wasnt going to go to life, but after we got back from wendys, where jesse spilled my fries, we went back to the church for life, but we ended up going to the playground anyways, and got in trouble. so we went, then heather showed up...YAY YAY YAY...IT WAS SO AWESOME TO SEE HER...DOUBLE AWESOME WITH KNOWBS... ( Read more... )

blah...just blah...i am so insanely bored...YAGGERNAGGERLAUGHINGGAS!!! LOUGHTDY SNARKEL PLEWISH MATE!!!!!!! these are the words coming into my mind at this friggin moment!!!! insaley ridiculous...make me un-bored, before start my own language. you fuckin yaggelnacker!

so i went to the library and i was sort of just sitting there waiting for mi madre to call and this guy came in. i dont know his name, age, or where he goes to school, in fact we didnt even talk, but he was hot, he looked about 16 or 17. anyways, i just kept reading, glancing up randomly, and he kept walking by, and so i'd smile, just a friendly ( Read more... )

i am so tired, and so sore. i slept in a wierd position last night so i'm sore from that, and i didnt go to bed until 2 and woke up at ten cause alex called. and now i have to get ready to go to the library. but you know what...i went to bed last night thinking, "my problems will dissapear temporarily." and that would have been true only i do ( Read more... )

i just realized a few things
1.) i havent blinked in almost an hour
2.) i'm not breathing properly
3.) i went from more wonderful than wonderful, to worse than shit in hell.
4.) my eyes dont bun,
5.) but the skin around them do
6.) i'm freezing my ass off

this final goodbye ( Read more... )

i regret nothing, i hate it. but i regret screwing you over. i was just stupid, i still liked you. i had liked you months before you asked me out, and until this day. and i have somehting for you before you leave. i'll bring it sunday. i dont think i can put it in here, and retype it with out crying, again. i love you sooo much. and thank you for ( Read more... )

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you ( Read more... )

you know when you're a screw up, and you finally do something right? well that's how i feel. i'm not going to be emo...cause i can't be...and say i'm such a screw up, and i don't deserve to live, no offense to anyone with those current thoughts...i'm only a big screw up when it comes to my parents. hence my groundation. but i've been doing good...i ( Read more... )

i've been up since like 9:30 cleaning until like 4:30 then i went to a movie and got home around 8 then got online and i'm still not tired. it was like hard ass cleaning too. and like i just kept cleaning. it was to work of $180 of overages on my cell bill, but it included my parents room and bathroom. g'nite. or not. i love you

p.s. i need bigger