I've was at home for the 4 days, and it was amazing.  I usually don't get home sick, but it felt good to be at home.  Cathy was back from Laurentian too, so it felt good to just be lamecore and do what we do best - which is eating.  I made myself CHEESE FEST (MMM!!!!), had steak, lots of cookies and desserts and some sweet, sweet greek food all ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is about me.  Do I attract assholes?  I don't quite understand.  I just came back from the St. Mike's formal playing a game of "we don't know each other".  Of course we know each other, and I don't know what the fuck went wrong in the last month.  His friend was friendly, and told me that I should go find him, but I didn't even ( Read more... )

Throughout the whole computer thing, I realized that I have such little faith in myself to get through the week okay.  It turns out that the people at the data recovery place can't even retrieve a single file off of my hardrive because it was damaged beyond belief. I don't understand how my hardrive got that way because I never dropped it, but at ( Read more... )

I don't think that it quite has hit me yet that my computer has died, but I guess that I'm just in the denial stage.  Tonight my computer decided, without warning, that it was just going to die.  Well there was warning... warning meaning the blue screen of death which just told me soon as I turned off my computer, it was never going to work again ( Read more... )

You know when you have one of those days where everything you thought you knew and believed about yourself is rearranged?  Yeah, I've felt like that all day.  I'm feeling uncertain about my own abilities and insecure about my future.  I'm scared of not knowing what to do with my life, and feel even more uneasy that I'm striving toward a future that ( Read more... )

This whole weekend has been weird on the boy front from what I've experienced and heard.  I had this really weird uncomfortable dream about me being with one of my good guy friends and I'm really, really grossed out and uncomfortable by it.  Most of you guys already know the details, and I apologize for mentioning the skinny and long.

I don't know ( Read more... )

I feel in a weird ish mood.  I'm not sure why, but it sucks.

This whole week I've felt like this zombie just walking between the library and res, and still feeling like I've done no work in the end.  I feel incredibly tired, but really motivated at the same time.  For the first time this week, I've decided to start reading for my paper in Soc that's due next week.  I feel really rusty with my writing skills ( Read more... )

In spirit of Valentine's Day, I'm writing in red.  Actually, I pretty much hate Valentine's Day.  If you're going out with someone you need to scramble to plan something up together so that you don't seem like an ass, and if you're single well it's pretty much in your face hahaha RRREGH you're alone.  I've done Valentine's Day both ways (actually ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the 80s party, and I think I underestimated how drunk I really was.  I ran into Justin and Reza tonight at the Ballroom (Cramer's birthday today!), and they commented on how drunk I was.  So, from my memory, the party was hilarious.  Unfortunately, Daniel was also at the party, and since I was trashed, when he was talking with me, I ( Read more... )