I'm kind of really proud of myself for this last week.

I'm worried about getting checks coming up. Being broke and being owed money in the 5 figures is awesome!

 I still look hung over from two days ago.
It's disgusting and makes me never want to drink alcohol again.

I just went to the supermarket and I'm doing laundry. I have to go back and get it in a few minutes and really don't want to.

I'm going to spend some chill time reading before going to a yoga class later.

I need to do some sewing, buttons and ( Read more... )

I seriously need to stop shopping. Specifically shopping at cheap stores.

I basically don't have to work this month if I don't want to but I'm taking everything I can incase things do get bad/ so I can pay down my credit cards again.

I've kind of gone crazy the last week and a half or so. I already went crazy shopping BEFORE the holidays.

Last week I ( Read more... )

 I took the first step to doing something for myself I want and need to.

I don't really want to get into it because even though it's something simple, it's something that's kind of personal and I feel like the more I talk about it the more I'm likely to give up.
I talked a lot with my therapist on Friday on why I hold myself back from all these other ( Read more... )

I wish that I was still bold and brave enough to do change what I want to change in my life.

 I have continually have had problems with my heat since november.

They FINALLY sent a plumber today. He fixed some stuff but the living room is still not sufficently warm and I discovered that the windows aren't set into the window frames right and basically there's gaps at the top of all the windows large enough for me to put my fingers through.

I  ( Read more... )

 Tonight I have had too much Pinot, said too much and denounced the french.

 Today is the most easy day I've ever had on a location job because we got in so late.

I flew in a tiny plane that only had three rows over downtown Seattle.  I also kind of almost had a freak out on the tiny plane. I am not looking forward to flying home.

It's beautiful here and the hotel is nice and my room has a balcony over looking a lake.

We went ( Read more... )

 I was asked to Fed Ex my luggage for the shoot.

Why? Because I'm flying in this:

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 I've been watching Clueless this morning and have decided I want a pair of silver Dr. Marten's.