Otto's story
A story about a young shy guy named Otto and his life at Roaring Heights.
The first part with pictures: HERE
I took a deep breath of fresh sea air and looked around. Roaring Heights seemed like a suitable place for me to start living on my own. Here was many beaches I could get job as a life guard.
I walked forward, I had rented a room, from one of the locals. I didn’t knew much about the man. His name was Daniel Agent and he lived alone with a spare room.
I got around the corner and saw a nice looking house from the corner of my eye, I checked the number from my cell and walked to the door. This was it, this was my home to be.
I knocked on the door, I couldn’t find a doorbell , I guess there wasn’t one at all. I heard footsteps from inside and suddenly I felt a bit nervous. The door opened and he stepped out to the sun.
I swallowed and felt blush rising to my cheeks. He was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen, His perfect skin, with a perfect beauty marks. Black hair all combed up, I wondered how many bottles of gel he put in that daily.
I just stared at him in disbelief and admiration and he looked me back firmly with his dark blue eyes and I felt like ice cream on the sun under his stare. And I lost all ability to talk.
"You must be Otto?" he said in a pleasant low voice that made shivers go through to my spine. "Nice to meet you, I am Daniel." he finished and clearly was looking at me like I was at him just a minute ago. He did it all way more calm than I, I still felt like nervous teenager.
He flashed a smile to me.”I’ll show you,your room.”
"it’s not much and I see those before you have left some stuff here, I hope that doesn’t mind you."Daniel said looking at the ceiling. We were standing in a small room, just enough room for a bed, dresser and table. My future home to be.
"It’s okay" I said back with my voice squeaking a bit. Why I was so nervous around him? "I didn’t bring anything with me." I continued and he turned his gaze back to me.
The blush came back and I was more nervous than before. From this close I could smell the scent of his after shave and I just wanted to stroke his cheek, to feel if it would be so smooth like it looked. But my arms were like paralyzed and i could just talk random nervous sentences to him. He listened and smiled.
"Oh I am being impolite." He said suddenly. "you must be tired. I ‘ll go make some lunch, if you feel like it, company would be appreciated."he smiled at me and I just stood there like a dumb, mouth open and staring. Man, he wasn’t real, he was too perfect.
I snapped back.”Yeah sure.”I stammered. He passed me and walked to the door, a light scent of his after shave was still in the room and I sat on the bed to calm my nerves.
While I was relaxing, I heard noise from the other side of the thin wall. Knocks and sound of someone making lunch. I closed my eyes, He was too perfect, too attractive. How was I supposed to share the kitchen, living room and bath room with him when all I wanted was to touch him?
I could still see his face on my mind, perfect skin, cute beauty spots in a right places, dark blue eyes,lips that made me want to kiss them.I wondered if he had any more beauty marks under that formal outfit and the thought of seeing him without it made me blush and my heart raced a bit.
"Lunch is ready." He yelled and knocked on the wall.
We ate in silence, I couldn’t say anything, I suddenly had lost all reasonable words and he was silent too. Like he was thinking something , sank into his thoughts. Not that I minded it, it gave me the opportunity to glance at him every now and then, and I did and I never had felt that way just from watching a guy eating. He didn't seem to notice, or if he did he didn't mind.
After I’ve finished , he got a phone call. His talked with that other person, with his low and pleasant voice, I just got stuck to listening that.
"So, Otto." he said after finishing the phone call. "I have to be going now,work you know. Never stops. You are free to use the bathroom, living room and kitchen but please stay out of my bedroom."he continued with a smile. I nodded.
It would have never occurred in my mind, I would explore his bedroom, with him in it, not by myself. I almost slapped myself. What was i even thinking, we hardly knew and I was already jumping between sheets with him.
What had gotten into me?
During the next week,while Daniel was at work, I decided to explore the nearest beach , hoping for the open life guard vacancy.
On the third day I arrived to the beach, since it was already late there was just a few people. I headed for the colorful life guard hut and hoped that this time someone would be there.
I got lucky and I met the owner of the beach and he hired me right away. Since I was in need of money , I wanted start immediately, so he gave me some clothes and told the usual stuff, where I could eat and how long my work days would be. Then we shook hands and he was gone.
It was a quiet evening but I didn’t complain. It gave me time to think about Daniel and would I ever had enough courage to actually flirt with him and the most important thing; was he interested in me? I’ve had some relationships before, mostly one night flings or really short ones, I never really have gotten into serious relationship before. But now all I wanted to, all I could think, was how wonderful it would be to wake up beside Daniel, to snuggle with him, have relaxing morning sex with him.
All those images just twirled in my brains and before I noticed, my shift was over.
I needed some more relaxation and decided to go windsurfing. After that , I was hungry and went to the diner on the pier to have some food. There were some people there and suddenly I wished Daniel would be here with me. As I went in, greasy smell filled my nose and it made my stomach growl demandingly. Once I had eaten, I took my time to watch the drummer playing outside the diner and some couple that were having a date. Then it was already past midnight so I decided to go home.
After almost getting lost, because I decided to walk,I was home and I heard that Daniel was home too, because I could hear TV from the living room. I wanted to go there and watch tv with him, just to be close but I didn’t had the courage to do so.So i just took some juice out of fridge and sat down to drink it.
Suddenly the door opened and he walked in to the kitchen. He had just his underwear on and I couldn’t get my eyes off his body. He had cute moles sprinkled all over on his smooth looking skin. I wanted to kiss them, but I couldn’t so I just took a sip from my juice and tried to control my blushing face and trembling hands.
"You were late out" he said, like just stating the fact. "Yeah, I got a job and took a shift right away." I said and took another sip to cover my nervous mind. "Really? Where from?" he asked and smiled at me, dark blue eyes fixed on me , smiling and his perfect body moving a little when he moved his hands as he talked.
"I am a life guard." I said shortly, this was all too much for me. I would jump on him soon if this continued, maybe it would be wise to retreat? "Really, wow. Maybe we could windsurf together sometime, I haven’t had time for that in a long time."he sighed. I sat there mouth open, he even shared the same passion with me, windsurfing, Could he be more perfect than he already was ? “That would be nice” I got out “I think I am going to bed, I’m exhausted.” I continued and stood up. When I walked to the door, I could feel him staring at me and that made me blush bright red. “Good night.” he said softly, his voice made me shiver a bit.”Night” I answered and escaped to my room.
When I got to my room, I was blushing red, my heart was beating like a crazy and obviously my body had also reacted the way I was thinking.
I sighed and set my alarm clock and then tried to sleep.I could still hear distant voice of TV from the living room, I could imagine him on the couch there, relaxed in his underwear, glowing lights from TV reflecting to his face.
Why , why I was so coward and did’t say a thing.I was stupid.I sighed , pulled the blanket over my head and tried again to get some sleep.
Needless to say that once I had my eyes closed I had restless dreams about him and me.
A week after my first wet dream about Daniel, we went to windsurfing together. He was really good at it and I had hard times keeping my eyes on where I was going than to stare at his perfect body and smooth movements. We went around the closest island, stopping on a deserted beach to get some breath and relax just in the sun. If I would been a bit more courageous, I would roll to my side, as we lay there on the soft sand kiss him, but I didn't because I was a coward.
He also spent his vacation day on the beach with me then day after. At evening he took me to a fancy restaurant. He was being a gentleman in every way, paying for all costs and just being perfect. We talked about lot of stuff, He wanted to know about my past and I told him what little there was to be told and I listened to him telling me about his life. How he grew up in a farm far away from here, How he loved gardening among other things , how his parents divorced and he moved with his mom to Roaring Heights Then he told me how he went to police academy and finally he revealed what he did for a living, He was an agent, a field agent and he was sent out on a missions all over the world, some of them really dangerous some not so much.
Once we had eaten, we walked home. It was warm evening, almost full moon. I heard Daniel humming a little and I couldn't help smiling. Under his formal and very strict cover , he was actually fun and caring and very, very good company.
"I had fun, thank you." I said shortly at the door and tried to escape to my room, but he grabbed my hand. "Wait!" he exclaimed.He took my hands,forced me to look at his eyes, which were almost black in the darkness of the night."I had fun too, Otto. Let's do this again ok? Soon." He continued softly and his face closed mine, hands nudged towards mine. I took a deep breath, decided to take guides for once. I got on the tip of my toes, tried to kiss him quickly on the lips but I hit his nose instead. After I blushed hard and ran back to my room, face red as a tomato.
I sat there, again, with a racing heart and burning face, images of him and me going around my head.
The next week I tried to avoid him the best way I could. I slept in late, so he was already at work or at the gym. I sneaked out of the house, made double shifts at work and tried to be invisible. I didn't know how he had taken my nose kiss, since I retreated so fast. The little I had saw him, he was pretty much like himself, so I guess it wasn't that bad as I imagined in my self shame.
One afternoon I came home early, believing that Daniel was still at work, but he wasn't. For some reason he had day off and he had been waiting for me. As I walked into kitchen he got up and caught me on the kitchen corner, places his hands just over my shoulders and leaned towards me. I looked at the wall over his shoulder and my arm kept twitching like some broken robot because I wanted to wrap them around him and keep him close.
He tilted up my chin with two fingers and his eyes fixed on me. "Why you have been avoiding me lately Otto? Have I done something?" he asked and looked at me worried. I looked at him quickly, then turned my gaze back to the wall and then back to him, after he insisted I'd look at him. "No," I breathed out"You haven't done anything wrong" I continued and felt blush rising on my neck and cheeks. "Then why?" he insisted to know "Why I am making you feel uncomfortable" he said and looked at more worried.
"I ummm ..." I stuttered and looked at my toes, face flushing red. He brought his face close to mine, I could feel his breaths on my face and my heart raced and I took a deep gasp. I tilted my head up and faced him. I couldn't get any words out but he knew what I was trying to say.He smiled a bit funnily, with just one side of his mouth, chuckled quietly and then he pressed his lips on min. Kissing, feeling, licking and I nearly blacked out from all the feelings inside of me. My arms flew to his neck, I pressed my self against him,wrapped myself on him.
He lowered his hands, pressed me against the wall, took me in his arms. I moved my hands to cup his face and kissed him more deeper, bit his lips and it made him groan. He pushed his hips against mine, I gasped. Tiny move all heated up and all was very sexual and passionate, I didn't know what to do, suddenly I lost all my self confidence, so I just followed his lead as he kissed me more passionate and breathtakingly kiss after kiss. The room felt hot, our breaths were short and kisses deep and passionate. His hands were all over and under my shirt,and then he , with a quick move, tossed it away with his own. I felt his warm skin against mine, he covered my neck with his kisses and I slide my fingers onto his hair.
Quick break and we were completely naked, two bodies tangled with each other in the vary light of the kitchen. He moved his hand between my legs and I gasped and when I felt his touch I tilted my head back and moaned, whined almost. He lifted me up again, pressing his warm body against me and we continued the most pleasurable foreplay I'd ever had. I heard his deep gasps and my moans and felt his skin burn against mine and his heart race the same way mine did. He smiled to me,wiped a few strings of hair off my forehead kissed my it and my nose and neck and lips. He pushed me hard against the wall and I tangled my legs tight around his hips and just when I felt the familiar tensing building up, my whole skin tingling of passion, he pushed hard and I felt his tense, whole body pushing hard against me and he let out long gasps and moans, buried his head on my neck. I came just right after him and he kissed me gently when I was trembling with aftershocks. Then he lowered me down, looked at me and smiled. "I think we need a shower" he laughed.
A week after that night he confessed that he loved me and I did the same, we celebrated it spending rest of the night on bed, showing how much we loved each other. I've had short time boyfriends and girlfriends before and casual sex and one night things, but no one ever before had lit me up like he did. I needed only one touch, one kiss and I was burning with passion and he knew it and enjoyed it. He said that making me feel good was a pleasant task and it usually made him feel good too and I saw it too, when the blush glowed on his cheeks and he scrunched his nose just like he always did when something was enjoyable and his voice was soft and low and his eyes were almost black from lust, and yet he always made sure that I felt the same way, always, no matter how big his own need was..
I loved very minute of our time together, I loved to look when he cooked late night supper for us wearing only his undies. I loved when he suddenly came to my work,took my hand, dragged me to the life guard hut and kissed me, slipped me a sandwich and sparkling water in a bag and the he was in gone. I loved when we went windsurfing together and landed on a deserted beach fro a break and a make out and how soft his kisses were and how amazing it all was.
One evening It was way over midnight, we had been reading in bed, he rose onto his elbow and looked at me "I have go away for a week. Work." he said shortly and I felt my mind crashing down on sadness and I put away my book.I didn't say anything about it, I shifted my self closer to him and kissed him." I love you." I said "Be back soon" He smiled under my kiss. "I love you too. And there's nothing in this world that could keep me away from you" he continued and pulled me close for an embrace. That night I fell at sleep curled, spooned against him, holding his hand and listening to his slow, soothing breathing.
At morning he was gone. I spend my week at work, doing stuff that kept my mind from thinking about him.
Then on Saturday, phone rang. It was unknown number but I answered.
"Otto Shipp?" unfamiliar voice asked. Suddenly my heart fell and I got scared."Yes" I said , at a raspy voice,being afraid what this was all about. "We are sorry to inform you, but Daniel Augustus Agent was killed last night in his hotel room. There was an explosion. " the voice said shortly,monotonically. My brains tried to understand what he said. Daniel ? Killed? Dead? It couldn't be....
"Mr. Agent informed us to announce you in case of his death. We'll be sending his belongings to you soon. Our deep regrets." the voice continued and then hang up.
The phone fell off my hand, fell onto floor and I collapsed, slid down to the floor too, and cried, cried from he bottom of my heart. Daniel was gone. I would never hear his voice, could never look into his eyes, I could never ever tell him how much I loved him. Too much pain, my heart was breaking out of my chest I yelled my sorrow to the world and then curled onto floor and after crying for hours I fell at sleep.
A week later I moved away from Daniel's apartment, closed the door and headed somewhere to start a new life, to forget him, so this wouldn't hurt so much, to keep just the faint memories of him in my heart. forever.