what do you do when you want to give up on EVERYTHING i mean EVERYTHING?

thats it

im giving up

and i think im crushing on a new guy...wow ahaha so fast :] hehe alexis you know who

so yesturday i drove three hours to go see my great grandma in the hospital....god was it hard..two mins after looking at her with all those ivs and shit got to me and i started to cry. my mom said to go outside for a lil so i did. stayed out there until i finally stopped crying...went back in and i was a lot better... to see her smile meant so ( Read more... )

so some simi good news....my great grandma is doing a lot better. im going to go see her tomorrow in san luis with my family and im going to see my aunt and cousin who i havent seen for a very long time because they are there visiting her too...

and.........

im crushing on somone new :]
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so i thought that it couldnt get any worse.....but i was wrong, my mom tells me that my great grandmother has colon cancer and she refuses to do the surgery ( Read more... )

going to be home alone tonight because you decided to be a dick....

im so over it and you

my mom told me this morning that if my grades drop anymore shes GOING TO PULL ME OUT OF ELCO!!!!!

on a lighter note

tomorrow is elcos homecoming game and im so excited and i have a date....paige<333 lol!!!!!!

and saturday...hmm most people know whats going on ;) haha

<33

its cancer..

every time we hear from the doctor it just gets worse and worse, i cant take it anymore

i love my best friend andrea and she supports me

and mal friday night should be so much fun!!!

so at 9:40 this morning my parents come into my room and i find out that the tests my mom took last tuesday show that she needs surgery NEXT WEEK!!!!!!! wow im at a all time low

wow last night i couldnt have asked for a better night to hang out with three girls that i truely got to know much better and love them even more than i already do..we have so many more inside jokes ( Read more... )

so last night i found out the worst news possible.....

my mom has something wrong with her kidney and now she has to run all these tests and might have to go into surgery.

and im so scared

i couldnt stop crying last night

all i ask is for everyone to pray for her to make sure everything is going to be okay.

thanks

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