I hate being crazy

[vykkdraygo]

Now I'm back to the usual battle I tend to fight. Part of me that wants to be normal, and part that wants to give the world the finger and go it alone. Problem is, both have their appeal, and I'm not sure which I want anymore. I'm pretty sure my plans for self elimination are done (as sure as one can be I suppose), but, a large part of me wants

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I hate being crazy

[devilduckie831]

You've never asked anything of me really, nothing that I wouldn't have gladly given anyway at least. Honestly, I wish I would have been able to do more for you in the time we've known each other... Now I feel pretty damned useless in that regard.

Re: I hate being crazy

[vykkdraygo]

It kinda sucks to see the past tense in that reply. Can't say I blame you though. And there's nothing you could've done. Sometimes, when something gets broken, there isn't anything anyone can do to make it right again.

(totally late, sorry)

[devilduckie831]

It's only past tense because I'm married, otherwise I would do just about anything for you.

Re: (totally late, sorry)

[vykkdraygo]

I'm not so sure about that. You would have tried, with all your heart (something I believe wholeheartedly), but in the end, no matter what I might want, I'll die alone. Only this time, I'm stubborn enough to make the powers that be come get me themselves