Logan isn't coming... He called me this morning, and we were both in such good spirits... it was the weekend. He was supposed to come...

"Okay, I'm going to get my brakes fixed, and I'll call you when I'm on the road." Okay, no problem. I wait, I wait. I wait.  I come home, there's a message on my answering machine from him, asking me to call, ( Read more... )

I can't run anymore

I fall before you

Here I am

I have nothing left

Though I've tried to forget

You're all that I am

Take me home

I'm through fighting it

Broken

Lifeless

I give up

You're my only strength

Without you

I can't go on

Anymore

Ever again

My only hope

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace

(To walk away from you)

My only joy

My only ( Read more... )

I want to die.

I want my stupid heart to stop it's aching beat.

I don't want to be gullible...

I don't want to be alone...

I don't want to die, but at the same time... I want it all to end.

I don't want to hurt...

I don't want to feel my heart breaking anymore.

I want to be a mother...

I don't want to lose children...

I want to cry.

I don't want to cry...

I ( Read more... )

1) Honestly, what color is your underwear? - White, with purple Scotty dogs on them. o.o
2) Honestly, what's on your mind right now? - A lot... most of it concerning the summer, which I'm looking forward to with every fiber of my being.
3) Honestly, what are you doing right now? - Sitting here, typing out this quiz-thinger, watching Mulan II.
4) ( Read more... )

I'm scared. Well, scared doesn't begin to cover it.

This weekend he was supposed to move out here. He said he'd try.

I'm not sure if I was dreaming or not... I mean, I was in that weird half-sleep state, where you're still dreaming but conscious, too, seeing images in your mind's eye while hearing things in the real world. I don't know of the call ( Read more... )

*sings.*

Never knew, I could feel like this, like I'd never seen the sky before
Want to vanish, inside your kiss, everyday I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing? Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring---but I'll love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may, I will love you ( Read more... )

Apparently, the water heater in my house and the pipes are... illegal.

I don't know how to handle this part. I don't know if I'm going to be turned in to the state or what. He's telling me that the price to fix this thing is going to be outrageous.

I blame my cousin who installed the new water heater. =/

So, there I am, asleep on my bed... dreaming a dream either last night or this morning.

The gist of it was that I was a female version of Peter Pan or something, something having to do with Captain Hook (from the latest Peter Pan with Jason Isaccs(sp).) And that part in the final battle between Pan and Hook was repeated, only this time to me... his ( Read more... )

I'd run away but I can't escape the power of your pride ( Read more... )

Objective jailbreak is a success.

Oh, and work sucks.

OH, and... I'm extremely pissed off. You-know-who... BUTT OUT! If you love him so much, marry him. -_-