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Sometimes
Don't you hate it when people say things to you, and all you feel is that they're empty words? The words mean nothing and come from a place that doesn't give it any support. And the fact that they're so empty makes it worse than if the words weren't spoken at all ( Read more... ) -
Weekly C Lai Meetings
Stayed up till 3:00AM (technically 4 because of Daylight Savings) just chit chatting with J & V last night. It was such a necessary session of just speaking our minds and just sharing. These started back last term and I'm so glad they happen. They allow me to say things I would otherwise not tell anyone. It's weird, but I truly enjoy their ( Read more... ) -
Clouded future
I thought I had my whole life planned out and figured out. But now I'm starting to get afraid. What if my plan doesn't work out. What if my life doesn't turn out the way I want it to ( Read more... ) -
summary of the beginning of year 1
So many thoughts, memories and experiences from the near past that I want to write down but I don't know where to start!
Second year has been hectic. School itself is up a whole new level. I think it's cause first year, all my courses were mainly high school review with a bit of detail. This year is all new material. For once in my life, I ( Read more... ) -
201 Lester Street, my new home.
Wow, I can't believe I haven't updated since I moved into my new place. I actually really love this place. My room is perfect, although I do with my bed was slightly bigger. I love my roommates, and we get along for the most part and I must admit I am closer to two of them than the other two - but that's kind of expected. My friends are all just ( Read more... ) -
Fed up.
To be honest, I think I'm just fed up. When I tell you something, you don't really listen. When I ask you to do something, you won't do it unless it's to your advantage. Maybe you're just lazy, but it seems selfish to me. That you don't really care about me, unless caring about me benefits you as well. And the thing is, it has always been like that ( Read more... ) -
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OMFG I've had this journal since 2005.. why does that feel like eons away?? -
mini emotional summary
wow have not updated in way too long... really need to get back into the habit of this or I might just regret it one day. Life seems too drama free right now. It's too boring. Maybe that's why the smallest things bug me so much. It's as if i want to make a big deal out of nothing to add some spice to my life ( Read more... ) -
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Waiting at the shanghai airport for our plane back to Guangzhou. Annoyed cause the plane is 3hrs delayed. And annoyed at my family. Mom & dad have already gone back to Canada and I miss them so much. I almost wish I went back with them. I'm super annoyed by my aunt right now. All she does is complain and nag like no tomorrow. I know in the end she ( Read more... ) -
Mainland China
I've been overseas for a week now. It is such a different culture here I don't even know where to begin. First thing I notice is the heat. It is so immensely humid and hot that when I walk outdoors my skin gets sticky and sweat pours out like no tomorrow. I don't know how the people here survive, I don't think my body will ever adapt to this ( Read more... )