he was a man and took all responsibilites
he said sorry
& he made me smile
with my favourite flowers


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i have to admit i have not blogged in a while and when i have its been short and sweet.
as i am help captive at my boyfriends house with no car or house keys..
i thought i would take the time to wind down and reflect on my past month..

things that have happened so far since october 2008

1st - my two month anniversary

although we did not get up to much ( Read more... )

my repition of mistakes
always unintended but i cant help myself
i completely forget & im always in a world of my own
i dont seem to realise until im half way through
im a walking imperfection..

remember a couple of posts back..
how i had a couple of "to do's"
well..
i can say that i have updates
i have now cleaned my mountain of clothes in the back corner of my room
YAY
only a little more to go!!!

<3 vivian
xoxox

it was the second last week of the month.. and the 3rd week into spring
it was a whole week where feelings and emotions where all over the place
some good some.. half bad..
but despite all the above
im glad to say
that things have gotten better
i mean there are always going to be questions that i will have to ask
but in the end things get better
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thats right!!
friday the 19th of september 2008
on of the first days of spring
and we spent it on the beach

it was one of the bummest days
one of the best
the sun was out
there was not one single cloud in the sky
the sand wasnt hot
the water was cold
it was the perfect day for the beach

it was an amazing day for the beach

don't look back, it just slows you down

for some strange reason i always get drawn to these inner journey quotes

i guess the reason being that it helps me perceive a different view in life.

i am taught to "make choices & not look back"

& therefore "live life with no regrets"

so what do i take into account from all this?

well when you face a certain ( Read more... )

its a new season, new month
which means i have to pack away the old and make way for the new

things to do this spring clean.

1. clean my room - put away winter stock & display the spring/summer collection
2. find a new job - to party you gotta have money
3. register into a course

3 basic "to do's"
how hard could it be..

first things first

1. clean my ( Read more... )

its really hard when your know your having the time of your life
& your best friend isnt
life is hard
bestfriendship was ment to be a bond where you both experience the same experience
...i guess its just.. hard
when the senario doesnt just involve the both of you,
however this situation is not about you
its about them..
its just hard coz you dont know ( Read more... )

enough talk, more action

ok so ive done my list of pros and cons on studying and working
and although working will get me more money now
i want a good education where i could graduate and have a good/decent starting wage

i might sound crazy to say but i miss it..
i miss the studying..
i miss learning new things
and broadening my mind

i miss my creative ( Read more... )