okay so P.O.L.- very umm 'fun' i mean it was but it wasn't the same, it seemed much more fun in middle school. friday night we ate cold pizza, i don't really even like pizza. then we went to the concert thingy and that was good. saturday we went to breakfast and then did devotions and stuff then to more shawn smith and then we had games and free ( Read more... )

...i stole this from kat who stole it from other people lol ( Read more... )

this is so messed up. i've been going with the flow and making excuses for why marshall's avoiding me but you know what, after a week and a day this is just stupid. i don't know what i did to him to make him mad or sad or whatever he is right now but this is not right. i'm sitting here all i can think about is why i'm not good enough to be his ( Read more... )

well i'm leaving to go to P.O.L. inlike 45 minutes. This will be good to have some time to think about all that's been going on this past week. (without all the influences of my friends) you know, i think all of the people talking to him about me is what's making him avoid me. I hate being me and guys hating me. I wish marshall were to read this so ( Read more... )

The growl was flipin sweet. I actually like this whole school spirit thing. The male cheerleaders were freakin awesome and the band was pretty good. Our cheerleaders suck but w/e. It was great though. I should go pack for tomorrow but I can wait till the morning :)

well my swelling went down but my ear is bleeding like crazy ( Read more... )

i can't stop thinking about what happened over the weekend. some of you know and some of you don't. and for those who don't...i'll tell you in person because i never know who could be reading this. it's just weird to see everything change within a matter of seconds. it's hard to believe that looking into someone's eyes could change 2 years of ( Read more... )

*today was late start day, they rock i went to bed at 10:30 last night and didn't wake up till 8:30...what a flipin concept, i mean waking up after the sun comes up? who'd of thunk it? lol anyway i forgot a con yesterday...ian (my younger brother) is going to work with me now...ahhh he starts friday night :( help me guys! doesn't anyone need a job ( Read more... )

hey guys i'm sorry i haven't updated in foreva but i've been like wickedly madly obsessed with myspace. ya'll should check it out it's awesome! but let me forworn you...it will become an addiction...:)lol, anyway you guys can check out my awesome site i don't really have a link but if you go to lisa's profile it will have me on her friend's list i' ( Read more... )

i'm starting to become concerned with my eating habbits... lately i haven't been eating breakfast. and then i eat lunch and no dinner. today i didn't eat any thing but half the salad mom gave me for lunch, an ice cream and a few crackers. i can't help it but i don't feel like i'm eating properly.