i saw Alfie tonight. it was an enjoyable film. it gives all us stupid girls a peek into the brain of a guy who we think doesn't think but actually does once he gets off the high of his last orgasm or the high from being himself. the movie started out pretty bleakly...i was getting bored watching him and thinking of all the guys i know who are ( Read more... )

A is for age: 17...in 15 days ill be 18 ( Read more... )

ok. check list for today ( Read more... )

In the summer of 2003 I went to my first college-aged party. It didn’t seem like much fun to me. Probably because I wasn’t intoxicated and doing and saying stupid stuff like almost everyone else that was there. The host of this party was a boy I was very close to since two summers prior whence he was “straight edge for life”. I don’t think it’s ( Read more... )

my life is over even before it's begun. i wish i wasn't so retarded. then things would work out how they're supposed to. God...i wish i wasn't so wrong for him. i wish i could have done everything right. i wish i wasn't such a self centered asshole.

this is going to be a long week ahead = /

i'm so sorry!! i won't ever do it again! please, just talk to me!

in other news, gay guy are the best to tell (some) of your girly problems to.
EX. 1- guy aren't always horny and if you are when they're not that can make him feel uncomfortable.

holy crap! i never knew!

should i go to class tomorrow? i don't even have english since my prof. will put up our assignment on blackboard. i don't know if i HAVE to go to computers either. i didn't go to frs sem. and math today because my neck is still stiff. i hate waking up with a stiff neck. it hurts like death ( Read more... )

not really, but she's totally captured all my emotions in the past week or so ( Read more... )

yeah. i was tired. i woke up at 1pm w/ a stiff neck. i fell asleep at around 3.30 for like 3 hours. i was mad tired ( Read more... )

i bumped into shubert today! i was so happy to see him because he was one of the peer leader counselor guys for freshman orientation and he came and talked to me when i was eating lunch. he's super nice and knda hot ( Read more... )