I never think of the future, it comes soon enough

[w0lfm00n]

Ahhh and so the future does come sooner than I imagined. How many plans did I make for "the summer time" which has come and almost passed? i'm an overflowing bottle of plans and yet I managed to extract maybe a few of which I intended and I'm still full dammit! but then again, I've accomplished quite a bit just in the last few days and i'm proud of

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Lobotomy at your service...

[dystrakshen]

"I still "follow" alot of the paths of people I know around me, I tend to think of it as joining them in combined thought rather than following..I hate that word really...I mean noone wants to follow anyone else's path right

d r i v e l onward.

[dystrakshen]

If you've ever read any foreign views on an American, you'd be surprised just how arrogant some of them believe us to be. A lot of people don't understand the thought process that is an individual. Some find it absurd that we encourage ourselves to believe we are cutting teeth into fresh gums. All the time. Round the clock

Re: d r i v e l onward.

[w0lfm00n]

lol! wowie thanks for the insight and I enjoyed the read. to be more specific, I guess what I meant was that I felt as though I was just following what others wanted out of me instead of what I wanted out of me...ie: sticking with Joe instead of going to school as I distinctly remember wanting to apply and he freaked out so I tore up the app for the time being...there's just little instances where I can plainly see I was not doing things for myself as much as I could have. Or trying to change the way I am (ie: appearing more fun? daring? I dunno...) to perhaps receive more attention from people. Although my words did hold the other meaning in which you speak of, I just didn't intend so much to want to carve out my own path as cliche sounding as that is...I just wanted to affirm that I would start making sure I wanted to do something instead of abiding to what others wanted...does that make sense? I'm so tired I am not even sure! lol