15 days left in my FREE trial.woop ( Read more... )

My stomach hurts. My first psychiatrist appointment will be today. I need my medicinal doses increased. My dad thinks I might be developing an eating disorder and my mom thinks that it is a side-effect of the concerta maybe. I don’t know which, and I really don’t care. I just want my appetite back because I really cant afford to not have it. Im so ( Read more... )

i ran out of trazadone. my last dose was last night. good thing its the weekend. im gonna be nice and insomnified for a few days until i get it back. ahh something that pisses me off..my dad uses my "sleeping disorder" to restrict me from stuff. "you can't spend the night because you have a 'sleeping disorder'." "you cant stay out that late because ( Read more... )

everything is hitting me all at once. its like a punch in the stomach. one of those unexpected ones that completely knock the air out of you. and you cant breathe. its hard to prioritize the things in my mind as to what i should worry about. i cant choose it. it just comes. loren. graduation. grades. friends. chores. arguments. depression. ( Read more... )

i officially hate guys.

im going lesbo. -.-

~winterborn~

i went with kayleigh and leah to movement or the detroit electronic music festival 2004. it was good untiiiiiiiil....i realized we had to go home at f-cking 7:30pm. 3 hours. wow. so great. -.- and things were just starting to pick up as we were leaving. we met a few cool people. i got my picture taken with kayleigh many times and a couple alone. ( Read more... )

i wonder how much longer it will be. but if i do it, im not turning back. i just gotta get out of here. it gets worse everyday. im the cause of every argument. every disagreement. every ruined evening. and now..they agree. so i really dont have anyone here.

someone help me.

~winterborn~

crazy. drama queen. selfish. attention whore. weak. selfish.

physically labeling the things they make me feel. no they didnt say it. but with all the things they said...what alternative conclusions am i suposed to draw?

im sucking up all the oxygen in the house ( Read more... )

TEH CUUUURE ISH TOURING!!! OMFGALIVJEOAIGJULSKVNA;OWIEJF;!!!!

http://www.glidemagazine.com/news954.html

i HAVE to go O.O

^^

~winterborn~

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