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everything is shitty. EVERYTHING.
Your rediculous.
The rents leave Jan.1 for 2 weeks. Whos keeping me company?

.....sorry.........

I find problems Im a fucked up kid.
Ive got problems im alone again.

Ill just keep busy so I dont have to hear myself miss you.

I fucking hate myself for this.

Same old shit. My mom sucks.
Way to make me constantly feel like shit mom. Defintley feel that motherlylove comin my way.

What the hell is going on?

Hes gone. Just like that and Im back to the beginning.
Wasnt worth this feeling I have right now. Why must I constantly get fucked over?
Its ridiculous how many times this has happened.

Over everything.
Expired.

Your so confusing.
Kind of over it.