It always amazes me how things can go from fine, to crumbling at your feet so quickly. When will I ever get good at this?

Today is just one of those days, you know the ones where you should of just stayed in bed? It started off alright, I mean, aside from waking up late and rushing out the door and being slightly late for work. The morning wasn't too bad, not very eventful and pretty quiet, but somewhere between 10 and 11, I was hit with the worst cranky mood ever ( Read more... )

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helllooooo?

They are a-changin! Nothing spectacular to note at the moment. Life is good, for the most part. I'm in good health, I have a wonderful boyfriend, and fabulous friends, what more could you ask for? A job that didn't make me miserable would be good, but eh, what can you do! :) Atleast it's nearly friday, tomorrow I'm meeting up with the girls ( Read more... )

Monday morning... I want to go home and go back to bed. But what is new? Have I mentioned recently I hate my job? Oh, if I haven't. I do. Ok, thats not fair, I don't hate my JOB, just.. certain aspects of it (meanbipolarinsecurefakebitches). But I'm trying to make the most of it, while I try and ward off the thoughts of looking for a new job. ( Read more... )

fuck that idea.

fuck.

i give up.

today is going to be fabulous. we will worry about yesterday, tomorrow.

I really don't think this weekend could have been any more F'd up. Though, it is kind of my own fault. R likes to say, "You dropped the atomic bomb of drama" - ugh. Yes I may have said a few things that I shouldnt, but in my defense, it wasn't like it was supersecretomgivenevertoldanyoneinmylife kinda stuff. I didn't even mean to, it just came ( Read more... )

i'm feeling restless and needy, and i really hate it. i hate the feeling of being empty when i'm alone, i'm not use to this.

where are all my happy thoughts? life is good right now. i love my job, my apartment, my friends. i'm just tired of this overwhelming feeling that something is missing.

false alarm. note to self, must stop over analyzing everying and just let things be ( Read more... )