is it wrong for me to feel like i need to move on? is it wrong for me not to want to hurt anymore? i know there is a grieving period or whatever..but i think mine has been long enough. i love nick i really do but i cant let myself keep feeling this way. its ok to let the feelings fade right? he'll always have a special place in my heart, but i cant ( Read more... )

i want patrick mullen....i dont know why i just do....i dont know what to do to get him..but i want him....im done with nick....for good....im not the screw up he lets me believe that i am...i make mistakes but im none of the things he says that i am and im done....i want patrick..

im even more confused than i was yesterday....things never go the way they are supposed to, im so sick of getting the raw end of the deal. sometimes i just want good things to happen for me ya know. i wish for alot of things that will never happen and it gets to me. i feel so worthless ya know...i feel like yesterday should have never happened..i ( Read more... )

im so very confused..i dont know how to feel..im trying to deal with things and yes they are getting better...but im still confused. the choice i am making has nothing to do with what i want..well it does and i like what is going to happen for sure...im oh so excited about it. but i so wanna be with nick...it may be awhile but i want it to happen ( Read more... )

so i screwed up yesterday without even knowing it....he said he was thinking about taking me back but then he found out some stuff and it got screwed up. now i feel worse than ever....because i had the chance ya know and i screwed up withotu even knowing it. i dont know what im supposed to do. i really dont know what to do with myself. he is the ( Read more... )

I NEED TO GET LAID!!!! its been like almost a month and that is far too long.....i can go from getting great sex everyday to not getting laid for almost a month...im going crazy!!!!! someone needs to do me!!! any takers???

i think he has a lady in davis and he just isnt telling me....i can understand why, i guess, i mean i would be upset..but then it isnt really right to not tell me..unless ya know he dumped me to be with her..i just wanna know the truth so i can stop beating myself up for screwing up...i dont know for sure ya know but ive heard things and last ( Read more... )

so i got kicked out of my house lastnight...but nick was there to help me out...he really is a god send i dont know what i'd without him..i know we arent together or anything but he is still there to help me when i need him ( Read more... )

nicks a buttlicker..but hey what can i do ( Read more... )

he dumped me....he said i dont make him happy....i dont know what to do....i feel like ive lost everything....i love him so much....
-imnoonesprincess