so i got suspended from school for 5 days because i wore a "weapon of mass destruction" aka a bullet belt they thought i was going to like blow up the school or something. i wonder what they'd do if they saw this picture haha
it wasnt my fucking fault and i didnt fucking know. get over it. you shouldve told me how you fuckign feel and didnt treat me like crap and push me away because then this all wouldve never happened. my nerves are shot.
im so motherfucking stressed lately. we got really bad news today from the doctor. they found out whats wrong with her and shit. she has to get spinal surgery. and if she doesnt get it then she might end up paralyzed. but if she does get the surgery she could still be paralyzed. agh this fucking blows. and im still sooooo sick of being let down and