WHY

does everything happen for a reason? I wish it didn't so I could have something to blame unhappiness on...

And we laid in my bed like a trainwreck
and we both got laid, like contrete
and we both fell like soldiers
and we both died, we died like flies.

I don't believe in feelings like happy or sad... I believe for every occassion, for every person, for every breath there is a new and untitled and unrecognized feeling. That's why sometimes we're simply overwhelmed with a certain feeling for someone but we cannot describe it. Because even if something lasts only for an instant or for a week or for ( Read more... )

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Today I went to the underground church thing at Sandys house. It was cool there was like 50 people. Jason, Sandy, Ryan... I met these two new guys. Evan and David. They're awesome. I'll see them at the TASTE OF CHAOS TOUR! (the used, my chemical romance, killswitch engage, senses fail, a static lullaby, saosin, underoath, bleed the dream...) but ( Read more... )

Life is truely incredible. I'm terribly confused right now... but it's okay. Things are working out. I'm so happy. And thank you. Thank you because you've effected my life. Some how sometime... you were there. You made me smile, you made me think, you made me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIBBY! I LOVE YA...me too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAY BIRTHDAYS ARE SPECIAL!

btw Santa hates Jewish kids.

pssssssssssss. (the me too is from Ryan.)

I am scared. 2004 went by so fast... I graduate in 2006.... if it goes by just as fast than I have no time at all... I'll graduate... then I go to college... then I'm an adult... time to start my life on my own... I remember the 2000 block party... Quentin, Ben, Dana, Kyle, Casey... all the adults... it was fun... we all waited to see if the street ( Read more... )

In a romantic fashion ( Read more... )

What clicks in my brain and triggers the need to push people away ( Read more... )

I still remember when I used to run around in the front yard and try and catch little lizards and keep them in a shoe box for a few moments. I remember catching the bigger ones with the neighborhood boys and making them bite our earlobes to wear as earings. I remember tree forts... man the wars we had between them. Trap doors, cargo nets, water ( Read more... )