I felt so loved today! I mean, everyone was asking what was wrong with me when I was crying. I mean they were probably saying it out os just plain old sympathy, but I really liked that feeling, that everyone knew I was there at that moment. I kind of liked that I was getting attention, but not at how I was getting it. I hate when people see me cry ( Read more... )

• everything to me! :)
• so nice!
• so dang pretty!
• Ahhh! my babey! lol.
• the coolest kid ever!

Well... it all started at the Library...lol. Ashley and I were talking (she is such a BABE!) and I was like HEAD! and then she was like...no that is a blow job... and I was like you ar e getting confused, it is a boob job... lol.. whoops. Then, I went to Science with Tonya (she is my hunny!!) and i took the little Goldfish and started to flip it ( Read more... )

*Please note that I am open enough to put my feelings on a site, where everyone can see... so consider that please*

What I wrote today in class:

Ahh! I hate this. I know this is a big joke, but I hate it. Why do things always have to be so hard for me? I don't like it very much! I have no friends at all and I just don't know why everyone hates me ( Read more... )

I had the funnest time at church today. I played football with the guys, and really kicked their butts! Then, I was answering all the questions right, which made me feel good inside, and now with my best friend, I am going to Dairy Queen and we are just going to hang out with ice cream in hand...lol. :) After that, I am going to the Y, and going to ( Read more... )

Wow... i am really sad. i found out someone hates me and i don't know why, and I am left out of everything. I wish i could just have one good friend, that will stick with me, whatever i do. Well, besides the friends part, i had a really good day. yesterday we went to the movies (ashley, katie, rude, and I) and we had a blast! We saw the Forgotten ( Read more... )

woah! I had like 5 tests today and I am just ready for bed... I like fell asleep in class today and I am trying to read but it just ain't working out... you know how it is... :)

I finally got one of these journal things, so I will update it when i can...lol. Well I will talk to you all later! :)