( so i needed a change. )

sheesh. i have been so busy lately, i feel like the only thing my life consists of is volleyball and studying. tonight is perhaps the first weeknight that i have had nothing to do since school started and thats only because i did my homework this afternoon instead of sleeping. volleyball is going well, we are 4-9 i think right now, but i am ( Read more... )

so i broke up with zach again, this time for good i think.  it's not an easy thing to do.  cause there is nothing wrong with our relationship it's just that i don't feel like being tied down right now if i never get to see him.  and who knows what the future will bring.  i mean i feel bad and i miss him and i still love him a lot but this is just ( Read more... )

( get hawk wild :) )

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so i was really frustrated today at practice because i have two rotations in the front row with our freshman setter, she is so bad at setting, i don't know why she is still setting. she is like 100 times better at hitting and for some reason he has us running a 6-2. her sets are so inconsistant, even the easiest ones to the outside where i play ( Read more... )

fucking two a days are so hard. you're expected to go 100% for 6 or more hours a day. on top of that i have a tendon that is being retarded. i don't think people realize how hard two a days are till you go through it. the football team here only goes once a day for three hours. the soccer team goes three times a day for one and half hours each ( Read more... )

can i not catch a fucking break here. i have already done the whole injury thing last season, i don't need it here. seriously. i got to play this morning and i felt like i haven't played volleyball in like two years. my timing was totally off and i felt so slow. i am so pissed off right now. i cried earlier. fuck.

man it feels good to be in my own room after a whole week of being at north campus bonding as a team. we told keith that if his goal was to get us to bond that way that it worked, but the whole situation sucked cause the 'dorms' we stayed at was like a prison. but thats all over with now. we have the day off today which is nice cause double days ( Read more... )

so hannah just threatened me to update my shit so here you go biatch...just kidding you know i love you. well anyway, zach and i are back together now so i am pretty happy about that. and he has been so good about calling too, and we have been having really great and LONG conversations. my sister thinks it is because he almost "lost me" so now ( Read more... )