Wow, a lot happens when you don't go online for like, 5 days. Hahaha.

Been working the last 4 days, and one more tomorrow. It's weird going from working 0 hours to working 40. But it will be nice when I get a check, finally. And Brian said he'd pick my check up from school when we goes on friday. I'm excited to almost have money. I really need to ( Read more... )

...that after yesterday's emotional meltdown...

I'm ready. 
I finished watching the entire season of What About Brian online.
I'm sick of feeling like this. 
I can't look in the mirror anymore. 
seriously. 
No more sitting around.
Tonight I'm going grocery shopping and buying only good things.
And I'm writing out workouts.
And I WILL lose 30 pounds this ( Read more... )

I love my life.
I haven't been awake before noon since the puppies went to Chicago.
but I really couldn't sleep so, eh. I'll take a nap later.
I know this is shallow, but I love getting manicures and petticures. It makes me feel pretty.
And getting them with some very sassy ladies brightened my day considerably yesterday.
I finally watched Little Miss ( Read more... )

SO just because I'm at work and I'm bored, I'm updating. Once again I have stolen Justin's laptop. But I told him I'd only take a few minutes, so yeah...

Last night Kori and I talked. About SEX. well, not really, but whatev. We're so cool. We were definitely meant to find each other and be silly together. WOOT!

I am so happy.
He makes me smile.
Hee hee ( Read more... )

That boy is truly amazing. 
He was in studio in the computer lab. 
And his file wouldn't open. 
And he said he knew that it meant he had to come talk to me.
And he called me.
When he was already here.
And he hugged me.
And I felt like for more second....
My whole world was right again.
And hugging me back.

I love being in love!

<3

more later, i promise.

besos.

I heard about your regrets, 
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from somone that you wished you could 
Set things right between us.
Well, I guess I should have heard of that from you
I guess I should have heard of that from you.

Don't you see, Don't you see
That the charade is over
And all the "best deceptions" and the 
"Clever Cover story" Awards ( Read more... )

Today was very long. I went to bed at 5. Then got up at 9:30. Then shook it all day. oy!
needless to say I'm a tired pup. 
but the last thing I want to do before I go to bed is watch one more episode of "What about Brian"
And at first it loaded quickly.
and now it is sucking.
:(
Can I just say that I love Jon-buddy because he knows me so well...Even ( Read more... )

I've settled into what I always do..."I'm fine, really. It's fine. I'm fine." I think if I tell myself that enough it will turn true...

but honostly?
I'm not. This is going to suck. And I know it will get better. And I know I'll be ok. but for right now, I don't want it to be.

He wrote "The Street Lawyer" as one of his favourite books on facebook. You ( Read more... )

So since I pulled an all-nighter, then worked for eight and a half hours, I'm gonna go shower, then sleep until work tomorrow. But I will update later tomorrow most likely....I am such a sleepy salamander.

I still love my life.

besos.

I really like being home alone because I'm home, but not annoyed/annoying to anyone else ( Read more... )