Skola och Medgång.

[waitingforblue]

I start back at PJC tomorrow. For some reason, I am really excited. I am also somewhat nervous. I know that this is my last chance, for myself and from my parents. I need, rather have, to make something of myself. I want to teach, but how can I teach when I am so incredibly anti-learning sometimes? I have motivation, mainly the idea of having to

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[kage238]

dude you got this

[radioflyer91]

Anti-learning, I feel you there. Countless times have I chalked up my misunderstanding of material to calling it pointless or going against my beliefs, bullshit of that fashion. I've come to find out that if my beliefs aren't being challenged, then I'm not learning at all. If I'm comfortable in my education, I wont retain any of it. Of my graduating class, many have gone off to school only to succumb to themselves and return ashamed. I felt like them from the beginning. But life is how it is, not how it was. So I uncomfortably continue.

What classes are you taking?

check this artist out, I think you may like him: myspace.com/johndavis

[thickerthanh2o]

oh, teenage hopeful...

[our_entropy]

Good luck!

[suzisuckerpunch]

"I hate being that guy who cannot control myself enough to get an education."

i wrestle with this idea every single day. and that is exactly what it is .. a lack of control, chased with just enough hedonistic tendencies to keep myself out of the classroom and at home instead, with my sewing machine. we should be accountability partners or something.

also. would you like to play music with chris sometime? he needs some good, standup dude friends to jam with in this town. and he thinks the world of you.