what if this person you would give life and limb for thinks they feel the same but are just caught up in the whole idea of love, rather than love itself...what if you risk it all to build a life just to have it all taken away, i just need something real that i know wont ruin me...

But if it came too easy it wouldn't be worth all the time that it ( Read more... )

nothing makes me happy anymore...

I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.

-Jack Kerouac

this last year consisted of a lot of good times and i am sad to see the year come to an end, i just hope the end of the year will properly sum up the past few months...


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so basically i have been pretty bored lately so i have started to write a story in order to pass the time.... check check it out...

As a child I was full of so many dreams and ambitions, but the world makes you fell as if you are drowning and the only way to reach for air is to leave behind all of those foolish dreams, and enter the real ( Read more... )

ever since summer ended everything has slowly been changing and it wasnt until recently when i sat down and thought about it, that i realize all of the little changes have turned into huge changes.. i have been doing pretty good in school and staying up on my school work for the most part, which isnt really like me.. i mean i have fucked up a ( Read more... )

yea so life is kind of lame right about now, i still need to find a job and i am not motivated at all, i need a push every now and then, and besides that school is pretty lame..i never want to do homework, even when i have nothing else to do.. atleast i have been going to school, and not cutting all the time! i have been in a pretty crappy mood ( Read more... )

my life is starting to get pretty hectic, school is harder than i thought, and way lamer, homework the first day, essays, math everyday, 3hr italian class...it all kind of sucks! but i dont know what i was expecting! thats life ( Read more... )

ok so quick update inbetween finding an endangered species and making an imaginary habitat!! i have to finish my ecojournal today, and i luckily i only have like 6 more entries to write and then i just have to rewrite them into the actual journal and do a table of contents and then i am done! and then after my test tomorrow for bio and cleaning out ( Read more... )

got yearbooks today, which arent really my kind of thing, i hate asking people to sign it, and i hate signing them, cause i never know what to say, and i always bullshit something, and i know everyone else does too, i mean if i want to see you next year i will call you .. and if you are moving away yea ill miss you and stuff, but i honestly dont ( Read more... )

summer plans ( Read more... )