Just finished my run... fuck... i have never had to puke more in my life... i managed to keep myself from doing it... but bearly... i kept gagging... and i couldn't swallow to clear my throat... well... time to go shower... and maybe if i'm lucky... taylor will be here when i get out... what's life without hope ( Read more... )

just got home... today was an okay day... kinda boring... gotta ride home with daniel... and we talked about how much schoelman sucks ass... listened to radio head... and the most bad as song by the mars volta... son et lumiere... or something like that... anywayz yeah... so i'm gonna go eat something... relax for a bit then go run... i know... ( Read more... )

I feel so... empty... i am empty ( Read more... )

i just feel so sick and lost without her... of course... i think all i'm managing to do is piss her off... which is the last thing i want... but seems to be the only thing i'm good at... maybe i should just stop trying... lets go through my history ( Read more... )

i miss taylor so much... why am i stuck being so pathetic? i just don't know what to do anymore... i want to be with taylor... and i think part of her wants to be with me... but she is confusing me more than i thought possible... cause she says she want's to date... she says she's glad i haven't given up on us... but at the same time... it seems ( Read more... )

hmmm... i guess i'm weird... but i seem to talk alot more when no one talks back... i guess im just compensating for the silence... (someones gotta talk to the little voices in my head...) so yeah... i'm thinking about getting a motorcycle as a second vehicle... to save gas... and yeah... i know what you are thinking... jasons gonna die... im not ( Read more... )

I MISS TAYLOR SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH... that's why i'm driving to san antonio tomorrow to get her...