My I-Pod always freezes right before I plan to go to the gym. It's very annoying.

I actually did most of my dishes this morning. [Go me.] I'm usually on top of that, but lately I have been so bored that I haven't wanted to do anything. Heather called yesterday and I didn't call her back. I wasn't in the mood for girly fun. Instead, I went to Hip-Hop ( Read more... )

"Too much of a good thing, can be wonderful."

I can't believe how much of a terrible music theater person I am. I STILL have no seen Wicked. I don't have the money to now...

Went and bought Tylenol cold syrup and holy shit did it knock me out..

I also have the pills for during the day, but I feel like they are not doing anything.

Had another clairvoyant experience yesterday. I'm getting a little creeped out how accurate these dreams, thoughts, feelings have been. They are getting pretty strong.

I'm scared to death.

What the hell am I doing? Where should I be? What should I be doing?

Who would have known how often I would be questioning myself for taking a chance. I thought being in college was scary, the decisions, the stress, the drama-- I am not prepared for this.

I'm getting lost in myself. Tangled in the difference between what I like, ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here, at the Panera in the South Loop, drinking coffee and listening to others conversations while "typing" on my computer. And let me tell you... I am glad I dont deal with Columbia drama anymore. There was a group of about 5 columbia kids sitting across from me, and the entire 30mins they were sitting here, they talked shit about ( Read more... )

Going back downtown to no internet..

And I think I might die of lonliness.

Somewhere in the back of my mind there exists this certanty...

The body is no more than a costume, and can be changed at will.

The changing of bodies, like costumes, makes me into a different character. A character who might, finally, be alright.

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My little model cousin, Devan Madej:

http://store.americangirl.com/pls/ag/AG_pagestyle?catid=427749&groupid=472993

http://store.americangirl.com/shop/girloutfits.php?catid=73908

She's now a model for American Girl Doll. She will be on the cover of the Christmas catalog