Single thought strands, heart strings wind my fingers and I type something obscure and detached. Why should I write anything if not for the sake of only hearing my own blood pulse and believing that for the moment I am alive?
I caught this insight on the way and quickly seized the rather poor words that were closest to hand to pin it down lest it fly away again. And now it has died of these arid words and shakes and flaps in them-- and I hardly know anymore when I look at it how I could ever have felt so happy when I caught this bird.