ARRRRGH!! why is it that every time i'm in a mildly decent mood something always has to happen to REALLY foul things up?? i just want to be content for more than a few minutes, is that so much to ask? apparently so.
well fuck it. from now on i'm going to aim for the worst mood possible, so no matter what i win.
just so everybody is aware, i think i'm going to drop out of society for a while. i think it's a good idea to be left alone. thusly, i want nothing for my birthday, no party none of that crap.