I've been sitting here for awhile... typing and erasing... typing and erasing... because I don't know what to say or if I should say anything at all. Should I just let you contemplate and run threw these things or should I try and make some sense if I even can of anything. All I know is, you can't force feelings. You can disguise feelings as other things. Sucks when you discover the truth too. As for feeling like something bad is going to happen, I understand that. I feel that, and I know that. Only my pull, from God I believe... is for the kids. Sudan. I feel that and this time I can not ignore that pull. I've been ignoring God for QUITE awhile. And I just can't anymore. But I will say,... you do look depressed a lot. Or at least down... like somethings hanging over you. i love you and i'm always going to be here... i really really promise to that. threw the thick and the thin, threw the distance and super close hard times. I promise. I will not back down. If that means anything. I love you.
i would be very sad if you died. i just thought that you should know, because everyone needs to know sometime. and even if this was written months before i ever read it... and even if we don't know eachother well, or even barely at all. there is something about you, kelly. and that is a something i would miss.
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i just thought that you should know,
because everyone needs to know sometime.
and even if this was written months before i ever read it...
and even if we don't know eachother well,
or even barely at all.
there is something about you, kelly.
and that is a something i would miss.
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