im an asshole im sorry for what i said i was out of line i had no right i didnt think anything of it till i already said it and then i made it worse by everything else you have every right to be mad pissed off angry upset everything at me just know that im sorry and i love you more then you know
god.. this house is so depressing. with its empty cracked walls, its creeky stairs its lonely empty shell of what once was beautiful.. noone cares noone knows.. noone has any idea i dont want to be here it does something to me.. i dont knwo how and i dont like it i want out i need help.. please help me.. any way that you can.. please.
6 months today... wooowww im the happiest ive ever been!!! thank you for the wonderful times baby. there will be many many more to come :) i love you sooooo much