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[walkin_siesta]

ever since i was small i've always wanted to have a diary and actually write regularly in it. but for some reason i just can't keep my interest in writing things down or i can't find anything worth writing about. I only get the urge to write whenever i feel angsty or particularly sentimental, or empty, or just mind-numbingly bored. so i'm afraid i

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[hitsujiga]

i know how it feels to lurk on facebook and feel so useless...but those people always put the best stuff on their profiles and hide all their insuffiencies well. don't feel like you lose to them. you are only allowed to feel like that if you lose to yourself, okay? <3
glad you still come here once in a while :)

[jadesun]

"I only get the urge to write whenever i feel angsty or particularly sentimental, or empty, or just mind-numbingly bored. so i'm afraid i sound like this depressed, raving maniac in my diaries/blog"

(^o^) Don't worry~ I think a lot of people are like that. Well, at least I am. Either way, take comfort in the fact that you're not alone. I'm certain I sound like a manic-depressive opinionated sociopath or something (^^;)

"i really need a new hobby or passion, preferably something i can work with my hands and made into a tangible object."

I've been thinking the same thing recently. The problem is finding something accessible that I like to do. I've really wanted to take piano or guitar lessons, but I live in the middle of nowhere, so I can't. There are no craft stores, so that's out of the question. We don't even have a gym. So basically I've turned into a TV addict instead, but I may be running out of TV shows that I'm interested in watching. I feel the need for a new hobby. Maybe we can share ideas~ lol

[penumbra369]

hmm...photography? you seem to have a pretty strong visual bent. it can be an expensive hobby, depending on how much you love buying new and advanced equipment, but i know people who can get good, poignant shots with a simple canon digicam. or how about gardening? raisin' flowers 'n' food with your own hands. :)

apart from these, i second what hitsujiga and jadesun said. i'm sorry life seems colourless...i've been there too, and i hope it's a passing phase for you. (will follow you on twitter btw, i pop in occasionally @penumbra369.)

[ajoa]

I added you on twitterrrrr~ :P

[daitalover]

hi there~
suddenly i felt the strong urge to read some funny ROFL-making fics and i remembered your works,, that's why now at this moment i stop by your journal.

actually it's been a while since the last time i touched LJ

i read this entry and yeah,, we share the same feelings.. at least for me ^^;
but i think it's better not writing at all than to write some rants and babbles (just like i did in my LJ the last time i wrote something on it XDD)

but well,, i hope that you can find new things to end your boredom state, good luck dear~

and i still think that your stories are never fail to make my day ^^b

okay~ i think i'll just surf to your fancfiction archive~ XDDD

oh, may i add you as friend? and so sorry for this long comments~