Please Tolerate me

[walking_bear]

I know no one want's to hear me whine any more, and I don't know how to do that hidden thing Molly does. So if you don't want to hear it skip to the end of the message. (begin whineing) What the hell is wrong with me?? Jen snubed me again on the phone today. I don't get it. If she changed her mind why didn't she say that to me? I would understand.

Comments

[merikus]

I like you Jason. :)

Not like the crew I ran with in Cleve.

Hope that doesn't include me. ;)

[walking_bear]

You were not in Cleve. You are part of my "Oberlin" crew. I have no bitch about your intelegence and ability to get shit done and have a life. I was talking about the poeple in Cleveland like Mark, Beth, etc.... The only bitch I have about Oberlin is that becuse I am 31 alot of people see me as old, and I feel that becuse I WAS with Molly most people see me as an adjunct of her or as a horible guy who made Molly feel like shit. I'm not any of those things, but just like high school you can't escape people pre conceved notions of you even if they are wrong. I am actualy probably wrong and most of them don't even think of me in any way if they can help it. I don't blame them.

[merikus]

i see you ask older than me, but that's because you are older than me. it doesn't affect what i think of you as a person, tho.

nor do i see you as some guy who made molly feel like shit.

[walking_bear]

You my dear friend have never made me feel old. You always made me feel welcome for the simple fact of being me. I have always appriciated that.

BTW I might get sent to Mass, which is close enough to Vermont that I could come over some weekend or evening and hang out. Depends on the part of Mass that they are talking. I'll know more on Tues.

[mollyg]

Jason, you are good looking. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

Even you.

[walking_bear]

Thank you luv, I'm always honored that you think that coming from someone as beautiful as you. I promise I will try to remember that in the future, but I live with Matt who is a blond man with a nicely defined body. He has difrent people over all the time and they are all gorgeous, and he sleeps with most of them. Then there is Gerard. I don't know what it is but girls find him iresistable, or at least the ones I have seen be arround him. I personaly think the is kinda funny lookin. Don't know. I know that there are people who find me good looking, I just wish I knew where to look. Oh well most of us don't I guess or we wouldn't be doing so much Live Journaling eh?