well as of 830 this morning (april 3rd) i had 3 hours of sleep in the last two days, and worked 8 hours yesterday and was supposed to work 8 today but got someone to finsish my shift for me at like 1230 ( Read more... )

i feel so dirty all the time, yup like dirt ( Read more... )

iam seeing rent tonight, with some work buddies!! yay ( Read more... )

all these years as a poth-ead and i finally roled my first, very pretty, non cigerette joint!!!! yay! go me!

Love,
Jay-Jay

I just got a PS2!!! yay,,, it was only $100 brand new, with two games, the internet setup stuff, and two controlers, along with a demo disk, its amazing! now my house has like 8 sutible dvd players!! thats crazy ( Read more... )

just got off work,,,very tired ( Read more... )

hahah Kamil, Tina, Mono, and I, new found Buffalonians ( Read more... )

i just saw the music video that made me wonder if i was gay, it was that usher video, "you make me wanna" i think i thought he was so hot,, and i always wanted to dance and take off my shoes like in the vid,

happy me day.

i feel like iam bypoler, this weekend, i was off the wall crazy,, now iam like at an all time low,, its so bothersome,,, i wanna cry,, but i dont think its physically possible,, i need to find a happy medium,, where iam not insane happy, but also not inssane sad,,, i think iam gonna finish work in an hour, and cry. or sleep which evercomes first,

so new life plan....once this smester is done, i can never go back to high school agian,,, i can apply for 4 courses online, just the ones i need to!!! which means i can work just enough between sept and january to afford life, AND finish high school,, it will be shits of work, but fun at the same time

love, the un-hateble phill :P