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nothing ever happened to me
I feel like everyone is slowly crumbling around me. I think not being social is great way to kick your imagination into gear. I imagine a world of sadness out there and I wonder how close to correct I am. I am insulating myself with music and that has been my main focus and will continue to be my main focus for the next year or so.
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you wonder if you are alive, and you're not sure if you want to be
Meeting with Daniel on Friday to sign apartment papers once we have one last 'power lunch'. This is an exciting and potentially scary time. The move in date was supposed to be around January 1st, but now it is December 16th. Crazy short amount of time. I just hope this change in location does what I think it will do for me ( Read more... ) -
do you ever get tired, love?
I'm in a recluse mood again. This happens every so often and I don't know why. I haven't smoked a cigarette (not counting the two or so puffs from a re-fry I had like 2 days ago) in a week. I'm not quitting I just haven't wanted to smoke a cigarette due to my previous sickness and now because I tired to the other day and it was terrible. But I'm ( Read more... ) -
candy, can do
Chewing on an AIRHEAD I seem to have dislocated my jaw.
But it's all good now. -
like when you laugh in a mirror
I'm so listless and indifferent about things right now. I really want to do something drastic, like I guess I usually cut my hair at this point but I feel like I want it to grow now because it is so cold in the morning ( Read more... ) -
but inside my head it's always raining or how i got to the point of all returns
There is all this fog and all this light and if you stare at the space between my eyes ( Read more... ) -
what? a disaster.
I thought I could be witty for a second, but I just lost interest. -
I wanna live on Turtle Island with Victoria
Just totally vibing to some chillwave shoegaze and floating around my room as if gravity reversed--but only half way. And I'm finding all the things I lost when I was a kid; they are all here floating around me and being weightless never really felt so great especially with this "Earthquake" playing out loud through low quality speakers ( Read more... )
