I had to write a memoir (a personal story; what made me who I am) for my Composition class and though it's melodramatic and incredibly personal, I wanted to share it with you guys. It might be inspiring? I don't know, probably not, but I still want you guys (if anyone) to read it. It may be triggering, because it deas with topics such as depression ( Read more... )

Five ships you're into right now:

1. Ian Hecox/Anthony Padilla

2. Joey Graceffa/Daniel Preda

3. Mari Takahashi/Matt Sohinki

4. Dan Howell/Phil Lester

5. Hannah Hart/Ingrid Nilsen

Three ships you liked, but don't anymore:

7. Pewdiepie/Cryaotic

8. Shane Dawson/Joey Graceffa

9. Hannah Hart/Grace Helbig

Three ships you never liked:

10. Kalel Cullen/Anthony ( Read more... )

Title: Anesthesia
Pairing(s): Ian/Anthony -- one-sided-ish, Anthony/Kalel, very slight Ian/OFC
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Smut, suicidal thoughts, suicidal actions, self-harm in the form of cutting, drug use, alcoholism, smut, language, gay slang, very heavy angstSummary: Anthony uses Ian. Ian must find a way to cope ( Read more... )

Title: A Christmas Secret

Pairings: Ian/Anthony

Ratings/Warnings: PG; Slash, some gay kissing.

Summary: Ian and Anthony are spending Christmas together and Anthony has something very important to tell Ian.

Previous chapters: None!

A/N: This should have been up on Christmas Eve, like on my other sites but no. I'm lazy. Lol, enjoy!

( Read here! :P )

Title: Have Faith in Me

Pairings: Ian/Anthony, Anthony/OFC; Minor Mari/Sohinki, Joven/Lasercorn

Ratings/Warnings: M; Slash, language, smut, parent!Ianthony

Summary: A night of passion between the Smosh boys and a stranger results in something...unexpected.

Previous Chapters: Prologue Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4A/N: Mari and Sohinki ( Read more... )

Title: Have Faith in Me ( Read more... )

Title: Hollow

Pairings: Ian/Anthony -- one sided. Anthony/Kalel.

Summary: Anthony is getting married and he couldn't be happier. That is, until he discovers the downward spiral, Ian is going down.

Ratings/Warnings: R; Fluff, smut, slash, language.

A/N: Here we have the smutty bonus chapter. Enjoy, enjoy, enjoy!

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 ( Read more... )

Title: Hollow ( Read more... )

Title: Shut Up ( Read more... )

Title: Have Faith in Me ( Read more... )