fuck this fuckin fuck fuck fuck.

Feb 03, 2008 03:59

dear chris, brian, and mogon, in no particular order ( Read more... )

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no_moonshine_no February 4 2008, 06:24:34 UTC
I think all I was trying to say was that, the most important factor in the realization of a place comes from inside yourself. Realization of what it is and what it will become. Of course, I am only just trying to convince you to stay because I'll miss you so damn much while you're gone!

Lots of love.

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walkoutnotes February 4 2008, 18:51:59 UTC
yeah. this is a concept i've been struggling with for years. its unfair of me to blame my environment for everything, or to praise it in the same manner. i understand i have to make the best of my surroundings.
i know problems and greatness will follow me no matter where i go.
but something just felt so right over there. i didnt feel this way when i got back from spain/protugal for two weeks. i didnt feel this way after a week and a half up in new york with wonderful new people.
i swear, after the first twelve hours of me being in ramot, on the galilee, i was ready to move there. and that feeling has gotten stronger since being back here.

i love some people here. but i honestly cannot stand others. and yes, there are stupid people everywhere, but not these stupid people. i want new stupid people.

and i'll miss you, and others, too. but it'll only be for 5 months (at first), and if love is really there, then miles wont mean shit.

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