we were passing a homeless man on the streets of dupont yesterday who was wearing a dingy santa claus hat.  as i was about to fish out some change for him, a young business-type man walking from the other direction said to the homeless man "lose the hat."  to which i promptly responded "no, keep the hat!"  the business man confusedly said, more to ( Read more... )

i want another chance, as i pick through these thinning pieces of paper.  i'm greeted by that smell that goddamn smell ( Read more... )

all i can think about recently is that night last summer when lillie and i (and maybe somebody else who  i cant recall...) drove on that wonderful windy sligo creek road on the clearest non-humid night with the low moon colliding into buildings and balancing on telephone wires ( Read more... )

i have not been taking care of myself.
at all.

i need to start. because two months of stress is finally catching up to me and its making me not care about everything.

and other people have seemed so enchanted with me recently. i guess a chaotic mentality is becoming.

oh whats that? your brain is in shambles? i love it! how postmodern of you!

oh, you're ( Read more... )

that was a nice chat i had with that cat in memphis. he said your friends are fools and you can never go home. he said those dizzy spells i've been having arent a coincidence. he said to take everything for granted ( Read more... )

george washington. he's coming.
drinking with that sheep. that sheep!
peaches, oogy, droy.
bucket.
y'all like black guys.
maureen selling her soul to that cat.

he's coming.

more on this later.

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my two dear friends and i are leaving for memphis tonight around mignight.

we'd really like a fourth person to come with us.

it will be fun.

thursday night--->wednesday eve.

pleassssse.

if i'm going to continue writing here, its going to be more like a diary damnit.  i wish i could have a real diary, by hand, but it hurts too much and its too slow for me.

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its an odd hour for me to be awake, 4:10am.  i havent seen you in a while.  missed you.

i'm in that weird speedy area of my focus medicine ride where i ( Read more... )

lets see ( Read more... )