It feels like heavy rocks are sitting on my feet and head. Usually my vision expands outward, bigger pictures are always being seen. The last several days I have felt heavy, weighted down, visionless & upset
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i am SO thrilled you found Simone♥.. and i wish i knew and understood more about astrology.. i blame my moods on the moon, but i don't even know that means... i just know i've been NOT MYSELF for about 6 months, and have nothing to attribute the quiet moodiness to. people at work are starting to ask questions, and ryan asks me nightly what's wrong... i really am fine, at least i think i am... family drama hasn't changed - but i don't think on MOST DAYS that has much to do with where my head is.... i miss bailey alot, but i know i can't make money appear or time off from work happen... and she understands this too... i really don't know what's wrong (IF ANYTHING) -and i'm not sure what everyone expects of me.. am i supposed to be doing backflips or something??
It really is a difficult & challenging time... anyway you look at it; economy, climactic changes, astrological influences, personal work challenges & relationships... It is a power-packed time for self-reflection but I am really seeing how it's a tendency to get caught in too much introspection (for me, at least
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one more thing I wanted to say...I'm sure people look to you to give them insight, support & upliftment. No doubt you fill an important role for them. It's hard when you're the one always expected to do that... I sometimes wish I had the same kind of support I give but it's a rare commodity. I think people probably begin to panic a bit if you don't "show up" for them and are taking care of yourself.
THIS ^^ is so true Vicki, and i guess i need to remind myself of this.. everyone in my life "expects" me to be the one with the positive advice and outlook on everything, ALWAYS.. what you said about Adya and what he told you the first time you met him, is so so so true.. and i really don't try to live up to anyone's expectations - i live for me. i just obviously am not SMILING enough or laughing enough or something ---- my mind is always somewhere else, but i don't know where.. that's the weird thing. i keep myself numb to all the bad stuff going on the world which took years of practice, but i'm really good at it. but maybe i've gotten too numb? i am loving the weather lately, i'm loving working in my flower beds.. i have actually GROWN flowers from seeds for the first time in my life *successfully! i just noticed at lunch today that the amarillys (sp?) i planted over a year ago, FINALLY has a stalk coming out of it ~ we LOVE the kayaking now, and feel so absolutely wonderful after our ventures out every weekend... life is great...
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i am relived to hear that Simone is ok. I do remember her beautiful blue eggs :)
I wanted to let you know that i visited my mother yesterday. She admitted that she's a little obsessed with the Gaia Plus cream I gave her. She works out of her house and she said that she finds herself going up to the bathroom about 3 times a day to dab a little more cream on her face and neck. She adores it! Her skin looked very refreshed and glowing. She thanks you for your excellent work and magic :)
That is so great...! Thank you for sharing that! I'm so glad she likes it and she looks so good. Tell her she is so very welcome! (May I use your statement for a testimonial??)
I'm happy Simone is ok, too. Thank you! I'm getting about 3 more colored egg layers this year...
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I wanted to let you know that i visited my mother yesterday. She admitted that she's a little obsessed with the Gaia Plus cream I gave her. She works out of her house and she said that she finds herself going up to the bathroom about 3 times a day to dab a little more cream on her face and neck. She adores it! Her skin looked very refreshed and glowing. She thanks you for your excellent work and magic :)
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I'm happy Simone is ok, too. Thank you! I'm getting about 3 more colored egg layers this year...
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i'll have to remember to get color layers whenever i end up being able to get chickens
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