happy fourth. of course. 
today was good. we rode jetskis. the only thing that sucked was i had to drive my little cousin around for like the whole time. i wanted to be out there on my own, cruisin. so yeah that happened. 
i got all the DVDs i wanted pretty much. Except Jarhead, because Grandmaw couldn't find it. But, i got... DONNIE DARKO! finally ( Read more... )

i wish i didn't get all tense around people. 
and i wish people would think i was pretty and funny.
and i wish people would talk about me the way they talk about my friends.
and i just wish i were interesting.
and i wish i could just talk to people i've never met before.

well, we didnt catch lightening bugs ( Read more... )

well i just got back from the lake. it was okay. i just kinda sat and read The Perks.. while everyone else fished. it was me, my great aunt joyce, my grandpaw, my cousin sierra, and some random guy. i guess he was one of grandpaws friends. or joyce's. not too sure. anyways, i'm pretty far into the perks of being a wallflower. i'll finish it tonight ( Read more... )

i have a feeling i'm going to be posting a lot on here..

well, my dad got me a typewriter. actually he just gave me his. i think that makes my mom happy because i'm not on my computer so much anymore. she likes that. i was told to read Blue like Jazz by Don Miller this evening. it's a book of essays read to Renee during the cause of To Write Love on ( Read more... )

someone make me smile big.
i like smiling big.

go fly a kite with me or catch lightening bugs.
...please?

i need a new best friend.

you know, i'm sick of putting all of my effort into my best friend.
i'm really about to give up on her. i've done all i can and she's done nothing to work with me. i know i'm weird, and i know i'm slightly neurotic. but GEEZ shouldn't a best friend actually BE THERE for you? huh?
i just need sean to move here.
because then i'd have someone.
i hate ( Read more... )

i'm excited ( Read more... )

what sucks ( Read more... )

well, this is like my third LJ. i'm going to try to keep this one going. try being the keyword.
ummm. i've never really gotten how to work these. i guess it takes effort. therefore i'll give it that.
any help would be greatly appreciated. =]