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[wallridemike]

I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm in a rut, yet whenever I see a way out I sabotage it and make sure that I stay directly where I am, stay in my place, stay fucked, stay way below where I could be if I tried, if I had the money or the courage or the time or the motivation to do the things I need to. There's a million excuses but none of them

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[everybodysgone]

actually, i know exactly what you mean. and closer made me sick as well, its brutally honest and i liked it for that but i never need to see it again. see you today

[idustforvomit]

I know what you mean man, trust me, the reason we do this, is because we're comfortable with doing it, we fear change, though we hate our jobs, and our situations in life, it scares us to death at the thought of changing something in it, at least, that's my take on it. It's just like anything though, starting the first day of high school, starting a new job, or meeting new people, scary, at first, but once you get into the hang of things, it becomes part of the norm, and fuck if you and me are going to be doing this 20 years from now, fuck that, we got better things to do with our time, and we have bigger dreams that need to be realized.