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[wally_]

I needed to post something to divert from the angst. Life is part wonderful part worrying and sad and a tiny part angry, but really only with myself. This is not doing much to divert from the angst.

To anyone and everyone:

I love you and please don't ever think that I don't care about you.  I am sorry for being so invisible.

-Ali.

Comments

[weepatjoy]

You're fab.

[anonymous]

And here I thought you hated us all.

[wally_]

I am staring at this comment and wondering how the deuce I am supposed to respond to it. I can't tell if it's sarcastic or not, or who you are, or who "us" is. But I am sure that I do not hate you, and I am sorry for appearing so. The only excuse I have is busy-ness. I never seem have time to hang out with anyone, and am always rushing off somewhere. It is not because I hate anyone. I'm trying to become less busy and create more time in which to be sociable, because I cannot survive alone. If you see me please just yell and I will stop and come out of my whirring shell and talk to you. And I will do my best not to get holed up inside a whirring shell.

None of that made any sense, did it?