well you know what now i am so tired but Julian is comming over and we are going to watch a movie and that should be a good time i hope. I was excited and happy that i got a hug from him today. For him that was a huge step, so mabye we are doing things right, getting to know eachother and seeing how that goes. Some times I feel so weird and out of ( Read more... )

well so i hung out with sam tonight and to make a long story short i have realized something-i can have fun with sam and bc of that its just fun no more no less but at the same time i know that if something serrious was to come along then i would want that over what i have/had with sam and thats something i can acknowledge. I know he is not the ( Read more... )

look at me im sandra dee lousing with verginity, wont go to bed till im legally wed look im sandra dee-i am listening to grease and that is what i heard as i was typeing-lol i have had a pretty borring day but u know what it was worth it i think-i g ot a lot done and that is what is important-atleast for me :) ruthie and the girls all went ( Read more... )

well today its 61-wowo-this is kind of surreal but cool. I just got back from studying with liz and working on the worksheets for zoology and now have more to do-i am listening to dirty dancing and it is the best thing ever! I love that movie and the music that goes with it ( Read more... )

well i have to do this because it is not normal-it is 63 degrees out as i write this and it feels like spring, spring i tell you, this is not the way its suspposed to be. I dont know if its normal for north carolina but deffiniately not for massachusetts. I honestly feel like i have not had winter this year and its weird to think. But the sad thing ( Read more... )

ugh i am soo tired i had a 12 oclock and a 1 o clock the last two nights and it sucked majorly bc i hate doing it, especially since with 8.30's every morning i have to get up and i never get enough sleep unless i am in bed by 11 which thank god i usually do. I had my anthropology test today and it wasnt bad. I am just unsure about the essays and i ( Read more... )

well today was an okay day, and thats pretty good. I had a zoology lab and then i came back to the room and finish a rough draft of a paper that was due today, and then i had to do like 40 pages of reading and then it was off to class, then dinner and now studying for a test tomorrow. class was okay but i had a quiz and i dont think that i did that ( Read more... )

i have come to the realization that i am often the third person in a group i dont know weather its a bad thing or a good thing but it is definatly the way it is. I dont think its all good or all bad but it goes back to stuff that i have always thought, and i know that its probably why i am insecure about friendships ect... because i want the person ( Read more... )

well for a quick update-he didnt call me at all last night and what ever his loss-but julian did call me and wants to hang out on sunday night so that should be fun-i like julian and he ia an awsome person even if he is shy. Its cute and who knows he could be good for me-Screw irving-he may be gorgous and a gentleman but hell he is rude and ( Read more... )

now comes irving back into my life he called me last night and we might hang out tonight
thank you for the advice on this whole thing -you know who u are more later xoxox
~becca