presence... not presents

[wamvic]

ya know, my friend, if there's something on your mind, let me know. If there's something i don't know, let me know. Because if i'm doing or not doing something or not saying something, how am i supposed to know what you want unless you say something. I mean honestly, i'm not going to play this dumb little game of cat and mouse. I played it once

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[endlessnothing4]

honestly i don't know what you're talking about, i've been feeling like shit lately, i've been depressed and what not. if i did anything or said anything or didn't say anything then i'm sorry. i mean i may be acting like an ass to you, and i don't mean to, just i've been acting the same way with just about everyone. i don't know how you got upset about it, i don't know what i did exactly to make you upset or untrustworthy of me... i feel like shit because this is the same place i was at before i was with you, before i had that indulgence, and i guess i'm just having a hard time going back to it. before i had certain things to tell myself to keep it under control, now i don't have those. i used to tell myself, "fuck wemon, they're all the same, usless whores that should mean nothing to me" let me just tell you that i never believed that! i was just somthing that i could do to temporarly ease the stupid pain i was feeling. it was the same thing with cutting myself, i could use that to make them stay at bay. i've thrown away those

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[thelangman1]

Ok, here's a largely condensed version of what I had to say before. Its what you asked for, and its what I wanted to write to you anyway. So here it is: no bullshit, no stories, no nothing...boiled down bottom line answers