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I apologize...
Hello to Travis who is the one person who EVER reads my livejournal... lol. I have missed my livejournal because... since I know abosolutely noone on here, I can pretty much write whatever I want...and noone will say anything. So, here I go. Life has pretty much been falling apart lately... but its in a good way. It's like, I feel like I am being ( Read more... ) -
Yo... Yo!
Well, God is rockin. Lately, I have found myself really discouraged and stuff at the end of everyday. It's not like I am depressed or anything, it's just like... things haven't been going all te swell lately. I have just felt really like... sad and stuff. Anyways, every night as I lay in bed and write in my journal, read my bible, and pray... I ( Read more... ) -
LISTEN TO THIS!
Wow, God REALLY answers prayers. I was just looking over my last entry here talking about wanting someone who would actually wait for me. Well, low and behold... he's a huge part of my life right now. The night that I wrote that entry, for some reason, I just felt this big void. I don't even think it was because of my lack of friends or what not. I ( Read more... ) -
So...Here I go again...
Well.. I met another guy. He's so awesome, but knowing my luck, it won't work out. Ughh.. I just wish I could meet like a really awesome Christian guy who would like me so much that he would wait. I dont understand, I waited for a guy for 3 1/2 years and never gave up until after that. I am most likely not going to Master's Commission anymore ( Read more... ) -
Heartbroken
Never again will I allow myself to fall into something so quickly. I STILL cry. I STILL hurt. Someone make this pain go away. please. -
Patience is a Virtue...for real
Hey guys.. I am really excited to be posting on my livejournal again. Many memories here. Many trails and laughs. Anywaffle, things have been pretty good lately. School is hard. Not hard in a sense that I have a lot of work, but hard in a sense that its hard to stay awake. Also, hard as in not knowing what to say to people. I mean honestly, its ( Read more... ) -
:(
Well, things didn't go into play with Ryann very well at all. I found out some things about him that I honestly didnt want to know. So, the one guy in WV that i liked.. liked me. For once! But here I am... again. All alone. I think I should just give up on guys. They either break my heart or leave me blinded. It's so pointless. Especially right now ( Read more... ) -
OH MY GOSH!!
I forgot I HAD this thing! WOW. MEMORIES. Anywho, wow, alot has happened. Especially with my non existent love life. hahah. Well, I met a guy at church.. named Ryann. He is really awesome. It's so cool kuz we both like eachother but neither of us want a comittment right now. So him and I are NOT going to date, but just like eachother. Its awesome! ( Read more... ) -
Yo Yo Prom Night
So, last night I went to the bowling alley with like a million of my friends. It was rock. We just hung and stuff and then after that we went to Roadhouse. We ate peanuts and bread. Anyways, tonight was Paige's and Sarah's prom night. Well, Sarah didn't win at states for tennis, although she was really high ranked. But anyways, she made no plans to ( Read more... ) -
Guys..stink.
Okay, so tonightI went out with a huge group of friends/people to go bowling. There's this guy. His name is Taylor. He's the kind of guy every girl wants, but noone can get. He's so like on and off with the whole girl thing. It's a (He likes a new girl every week) kind of thing. Anyways, he's trying to hook like every girl up with this guy named ( Read more... )