I need to write my thoughts down, so i can see what it is..i need to babble
I have this image in my head of my perfect master /slave relationship..where i am their main slave, num 1...and all the others will be lower than me. (not to be egotistical, but i know how far i can go, and not many others will, so i deserve first.) im a confident and strong sub, yes yes ..im rare. and to have the love of master, his heart, and all
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He should be tending to you more. I understand what it means to be busy, but he is treating you like you are part of a harem, not a treasured sub. And a slave--which to me, is even more personal that being a sub-- well, a slave should be treasured and taught and disciplined even more. Her world should revolve around him.
How can you do that without a constant connection? How can he teach and guide and fuck you and earn your trust without time, information, that personal connection?
Like I have always said, if you talk the talk, you'd best walk the walk.
He isn't walking, he's just talking. He's acting like a pimp.
You deserve better. You are smart enough to see and sense all of this already, and that says a lot about you. It also speaks volumes of him, that he doesn't recognize this himself. Ugh.
(((hugs))) you'll find your Man. He's out there waiting for you, somewhere else ;-)
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glad to see that you had a wonderful weekend...enjoy
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